Time to take the Next Step

Living at home has given me a sense of security. When you look back, my life really hasn’t been that hard at all. I don’t really do anything all day except eat, watch Hulu, work on my site, think about life, and do a few chores around the house.

That’s what I do. That’s my life. On one hand, it’s good. On the other hand it’s not. I’m certainly not living up to my fullest potential. I’ve achieved a decent level of success. I’m getting closer towards my dreams.

But that final push needs to come from a leap of faith…in myself. I do believe in myself. But must absolutely, 100% trust myself in order to take this next step.

I’ve LET things happen to me. I let my father buy me a car. I let him pay for all my loans and bills and what not. Well, not anymore. I mean, I know he loves me.

But sooner or later I will have to stand up on my own. And that final stand must come through words. Through actions. I can’t just sit here and think anymore.

I need to tell him what’s on my mind. What my life goals are. What my plans are. And it’s going to be today, March 18, 2010. Wish me luck.